But I am so not in a pithy state of mind. (Can we please set that to music and have Jamie Foxx do Ray Charles singing it?)
My mood is [puts-spit on finger to the air] pissy, I would say. When one has so completely fucked up one's life, how else should one feel. One would ask. And one would have no answer.
I am down and out sad. Okay, there; I've said it. And now what? I don't know. That's the problem: I don't know.
You can be and should be sad. No need to feel bad about feeling bad. You just do.
ReplyDeleteI allow myself to feel what I feel without analyzing it...
And this seems to work. I wallow and then I go about my business.
What is wrong with feeling sad when we are going through something sad?
love monkey: I logged on to turn the comments off. I had this vision of people telling me to stop whining, grow up, etc etc etc, which would just about do me in. Instead I got your wisdom. Thank you....I'm going to leave the comments on.
ReplyDeleteHow fucked up can you be, since you are so wonderful? It is ok to feel fucked up. But I assure you, underneath the feelings, you are just fine.
ReplyDeleteYour feelings are ok and necessary. Grief is hard and sneaky, just be good to yourself.
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